Don't take this for complaints, I'm not complaining, I promise. I'm just growing, adjusting, learning. For someone who likes to plan in advance, this little phase makes me feel like a fish out of water. I literally don't know what's going to happen next. Will the Universities accept my application? What kind of jobs can I work if they do? I've only ever worked in office environments, so I'm not even sure if I can work at a restaurant or in retail. I just keep praying though. Hoping and asking for some strength and answers to my never ending questions. I know in my bones that everything is going to turn out the way it should, but as a planner, I'd really just like to know how things are going to turn out.
Am I crazy? Does any of this make sense? Tell me you've gone through a period similar to this too.